I don’t want to lose him
After losing the love of your life, you learn that love is a two-edged sword. It has the power to make us feel incredibly connected to the rest of the world and to fill our hearts to bursting. It can also rip our hearts apart, allowing unpleasant emotions to pour forth for a long time.
And one of the most difficult places to be is when you’re filled with remorse, guilt, and anguish over the loss of someone you consider too great to recover from. The person that was always there for you, loved you, and supported you through thick and thin because they believed in you. They are, however, no longer present.
You discover that love is a two-edged sword after losing the love of your life. It has the ability to make us feel extremely connected to the rest of the world and to overflow our hearts. It can also rip our hearts open, allowing negative feelings to flow freely for an extended period of time.
And being overwhelmed with remorse, guilt, and anguish over the loss of someone you deem too enormous to recover from is one of the most difficult places to be. Because they believed in you, they were always there for you, loved you, and supported you through thick and thin. However, they are no longer present.